This inquiry was ontological containing the autobiographical experience of the researcher. In the transitional period of life, the researcher performed the process of organizing the space of 'Gowonjae', the old house through the time of Spring, summer, autumn, winter, and again spring and explored how the process related to ‘the house of being’. The inquiry has been carried out with ontological inquiry method in order for the researcher to ask the question of existence, “Who am I and how should I live?”. The journey to search ‘the house of being’ consisted of three scenes. The first scene, ‘The Four Seasons of Gowonjae' unfolded the scenes of experiences created through the seasons in the house, nature and daily life. The second scene, ‘Gowonjae of my mind' contained that stories became the interfaces between the outside and inside of life. In the third scene, 'Gowonjae Tells You' revealed the process that the researcher changed his perspective on life, turned his gaze outside of the world, experienced and saw nature with his body and mind and realized that nature healed, stabilized and finally purified people. Through this, the researcher realized that journey to ‘the house of being’ was an experience of returning to motherhood and process to understand and accept myself. This revealed the ontological implications of life through the researcher's self-healing experience. Based on these contents, the significance and limitations of this study were discussed.